after three days of eating, chasing my cousins, playing paintball and eating some more, i am le tired.

and my debenture still sits on my desk, outstanding. must i really do it before tommorrow? sigh.

my sheets are going round in circles, emulating my clothes an hour ago.

i have about five battle scars from the paintballs. on the bright side, the third lily has opened in wonder.

tommorrow is another work day.

love is a place

& through this place of

love move

(with brightness of peace)

all places

yes is a world

& in this world of

yes live

(skilfully curled)

all worlds

- No Thanks, 58

e. e. cummings

random poetry. * shrug*

hi everybody who bothers to read my blog.

sorry i've forgotten how to write.

friends are important.

my one good friend at work is on leave this week and will be gone by the end of the month.

sigh.

He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the LORD require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?

- Micah 6:8 -

Meme: Seven Things (from bffe)

Seven Things You Plan to do before you die:

grow wings and fly to visit the pyramids, stay in a place long enough to dream with the glow of the aurora borealis, stand on top of a sand dune in the middle of the night gazing at the star in the east, lie in the middle of a grass field that reaches the horizon and the sky full of stars, visit israel and antartica (this counts as one :P)

climb to everest base camp (or any equivalent, beautiful enough to make my heart skip a beat)

go on a mission trip to a developing country for at least a month

start a family and keep a God-loving and good one

learn the true meaning of surrender and to let Him use me as He wills

learn to: play the guitar & pool decently, dance, cook, bake, write & any number of new things

keep myself physically and spiritually fit


Seven Things I can do (persona A):

dream
"You see things, and ask: Why? But I dream things that never were, and ask: Why not?" - Bernard Shaw

love

listen (sometimes not too well)

feel (even for silly drawn bunnies and weird beavers)

and be a jack-of-all trades mediocre-ly at: rockclimbing, skiing, kayaking, biking ...

go-kart fast enough to feel a thrill

dare to jump off a cliff (on a handglider, bungee, parachute, into the water) (I think!)


Seven Things I say the Most (persona B):

darling / bffe / baby

why?

cool / sweet / pretty / beautiful / wow / nice

ok / i don't know / i guess.... / i understand / *sigh*

"Do you know what XX means?"

"Please find attached...."

"We would be most grateful if...."

[& any number of open questions. I'm not quite sure what I say, really.]


Seven things I can't do:

remember names very well (especially chinese ones) [Note to self: To put in copious amounts of effort and try out various means to change this]

be on-time consistently [As above - Note to self]

find out what best to give for birthdays / anniversaries and write cards in-time for the event itself

fly a plane

shoot / knife / maul / kill virtual (I hope not, real) people and imaginary creatures or watch Happy Tree Friends / read suicide bunnies without feeling a twinge of horror / compassion / sadness

figure out how to shop properly (now, this should change. i am after all, a girl :P)

be very funny (it'll be nice if i could be)



Seven Things that attract you to the opposite sex:

loves God

loves others

listens

an eye for beauty

intelligence

sincerity

teacheable

growing

(urm, that's 8. i cheated again :P)


Seven Celebrity Crushes:

[No real crushes. :)]


Seven People I want to tag:

anybody who reads this (and leaves me a link)

i don't think i have read as many verses the entire year as i have tonight (in preparation for bible study)

and when i lie on my rather firm bed thereafter, i feel as if i were sinking in between the springs

God's Word is a very heavy thing indeed

(and also a very glorious thing, one that could make your heart lighter than song)

i need be faithful. help me, dear God.