its been a series of ups and downs this weekend
up when boyfriend gives me a single red rose and a whole awfully chocolate cake, just because :)
down when one meets up with friends to share the cake and it's not much appreciated and also to discover that our lives are just different streams flowing along our designated paths with no crossing point
up when i get to hear daniel talk and amelia play the piano and know they are doing fairly alright
down when i'm reminded of my string of responsibilities that i somehow do not know how to help others bear or ease
no... it's not really ups and downs. left to my own natural instinct, i would just speak of down, down, down. but it wouldn't be true, eunice brought me to watch cirque de soleil this past week and i met my boyfriend for a movie. we lodged the Prospectus successfully and it's sitting on MAS OPERA like a fat duck and my director gave me a bouquet of flowers. there are many things to be thankful for, and yet my human nature within me stirs and tells me its restless, dissatisfied.
i know i should spend time sitting at the feet of Jesus, but i am lazy beyond reason. and there's the kid's class i'm supposed to prepare for (though i still enjoy telling the stories) and i procrastinate
sigh. :) :( :) :( :)
up when boyfriend gives me a single red rose and a whole awfully chocolate cake, just because :)
down when one meets up with friends to share the cake and it's not much appreciated and also to discover that our lives are just different streams flowing along our designated paths with no crossing point
up when i get to hear daniel talk and amelia play the piano and know they are doing fairly alright
down when i'm reminded of my string of responsibilities that i somehow do not know how to help others bear or ease
no... it's not really ups and downs. left to my own natural instinct, i would just speak of down, down, down. but it wouldn't be true, eunice brought me to watch cirque de soleil this past week and i met my boyfriend for a movie. we lodged the Prospectus successfully and it's sitting on MAS OPERA like a fat duck and my director gave me a bouquet of flowers. there are many things to be thankful for, and yet my human nature within me stirs and tells me its restless, dissatisfied.
i know i should spend time sitting at the feet of Jesus, but i am lazy beyond reason. and there's the kid's class i'm supposed to prepare for (though i still enjoy telling the stories) and i procrastinate
sigh. :) :( :) :( :)
posted by zilch at 9:08 PM
1 Comments:
hee dear gal, you're back too. :) hey we all get our down days... mine if compared to yours is like no ups, just a flat line... isn't it worse? still, everyone's life is different, and unique, part of God's own plan. so even if sometimes, u don't spend extra time at our Lord's feet, just take a peek to see whether He is on your throne. :)
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