i'm afraid that one day I'll grow indifferent and it will stop bothering me that we aren't walking straight because I won't know which way is straight anymore and straight and narrow will just seem a far-off dream, an unreacheable ideal. it strikes me, the irony when people sing "feed the world" to the accompanying blurb about how more people die in africa than from aids or war and still we sit in our closets decorated with christmas lights and i don't understand how one can say that he doesn't see any urgency when on the other hand claims to be more in touch with the starving children in somalia enough to get angry, pretty angry at how the world is wrong and how can sitting around watching anime and drowning in fantasy be better that tidying up life maybe the idea is that neither help the starving kids i don't know....

i don't want to be indifferent.